P.S: I am adding a black band to my blog header in order to protest against the terror attacks in Mumbai…
Let us all do this!
I am outta my hibernation… But you’d probably see my go back to sleeping again! 😛
Things have been playing in ‘fast forward’ mode in my head….
What does one do when nothing seems to be going right?
To keep thinking positive… When you are in pressure cooker situations?
When your moods swing wildly! And to mention the fact that someone said that mine fluctuate at the rate of 100 per second!
When you are forced to sleep at 12.00 and get up at 4.30 so as to cover up portions?
Rush to coaching classes in the morning at 6.00 and rush to school from there… Come back and rush to class again
Just accept the situation?
And keep deluding yourself… Thinking that this will last only 7 months?
For crying out loud!
Does 7 months seem short to anybody? Can any person survive the 7 months if they’re being traumatized?
IF you don’t have the space to do the things you like?
Really beats me! 😐
P.S: To all those who think I’m gonna kill myself… I can assure you that that’s not gonna happen!
I haven’t turned into a coward I am not a coward!
Peace out! 😐
Yes, I know its just under 12 hours before my physics quarterlies but I am absolutely saturated with LCR circuits, retentivity, Lens makers formula and the YDSE…
I had just finished with my practicals on Friday… The experiments and all were okay, In all three subjects…
But the worst 15 minutes in those three hours are undoubtedly those disastrous, absolutely tormenting viva sessions… :O
The only thing about vivas is that I can’t stand them….
Having my name being called seems like as though I’m being interviewed by the CBI for some crime committed…
Heres what I do in EVERY viva…
Get all tongue tied and just stare blankly at the teacher’s face…
The questions varying from the special adaptive features of Potomogeton to the terminal voltage being lesser in value than EMF, all I can see is the teacher’s wide eyes scrutinizing me and rubbishing all those answers I attempt to give 😐
Those stupid lizard noises.. (thu thu thu..)
Am I the making of another Hari?? :O
Going to some stuff nicer..
Kudos, Micheal Phelps!!
An achievement that’d have to be sung like a ballad never heard before!! 🙂
If someone had asked me who my freinds were, say around a year back, my list would have been endless!! I could just go on and on…
I wonder: what the bloody hell is wrong with me….
Is it that I can’t manage to get along with anybody?
Some of them just go on and on about the fact that I did not go and meet them when I was in Dubai!!
Well folks, If you can’t take the trouble of coming to a small get-together that I had particularly arranged so I can get to meet you all, I am extremely sorry I couldn’t take out time from the mere two weeks that I was there for…
And yeah… why do some of my other ‘friends’ avoid me??
No, really guys… If you cant’t stand me, I’d rather you say it on my face, than you keep dodging me!!
If you don’t want me around, you might as well let me know….
And really would you call a person who laughs behind your back and bitches about you, your friend? I don’t have to be ‘cool’ and awesome at studies or sports for you to be my friend!!
” Oh, yeah… She’s awful!! Can’t even HIT the ball!!
And she barely manages to pass…. Sheesh”
Yeah, all of you know me better than I know myself…
Thank you for letting me know who I really am!!
The dark fury of anger,
closes my mind to reason.
all around i can see,
hatred, revenge & treason.
The blinding rage has shut my eyes,
my mind resounds with screams & cries;
I do not wait
Burn down the world to ashes
till smoke emanates!